I Live my Life Everyday Like I'm a Legend!

 Gooosh, three months down the line!

Glad to be writing this while listening to Alusa Why are you Topless? Intro and the first song in na already nafeel I will have trouble picking favourites.

It's been a whole three months of so much transformation, hadi siamini. I'm looking at the drafts that I have since the last time I posted and it all makes sense now. The things I wanted to express then, I didn't have the words for them yet. The process was not done processing🤣.

Funny how once the lessons are learnt, following the repentance, the point of view makes the most sense. Unless you go through the process, you would not quite acquire the lens to see it that way. They say we all experience different realities. Even while looking at the same thing, we still do not see the same thing. Now I get it!

I quit my first ever job in the span of the three months. Felt like I was losing my shit! I have lost relationships so close to my heart, in the span of three months. My world was changed upside down, in the span of three months. Nilikuwa nataka kuwa ambassador, sahi I can't fathom not being an artist!

I couldn't see past it. I'm still struggling to see past a few situations. But the difference is that now, my faith is stronger, I have seen proof. I know for a fact I am right where I am supposed to be. It was all fun and games when I would sigh under my breathe how much I need 'new everything', lol.

"I need a new life... I feel like driving away and never stopping..."

Look at me now, driving away and never stopping. I stan. I love love the progress. That I manifested in the littlest of statements, in the biggest of choices. 

I have chosen to live my life everyday like I am legend! Because I am. I have known it from the beginning. This is what it has all been leading to. The devil is in the details. Na kama vile tulisema, we are leaving our footprints in the sands of time. All I need to do to acquire that, is to follow my heart, to live as my authentic and creative legend that I am.

Mental breakdowns, existential crisis...

And my mind just goes,

"Eyes on the prize, eyes on the prize Surp!"


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