Clarity, I guess.

"I'm working on consistency."

I have really been trying. You know those instances when a bulb lights up in your head and your like I should try to note this down. So I rush to my phone and type a draft, hoping to get back to it as soon as possible. Ooooooops, three weeks later I get back to it and I'm not feeling as I was in that light bulb moment, so I end up deciding to put it off. 

Today, I was on a mission to overthink some more about my life🙃. I was questioning my intention for this blog. And I ended up filling my head with so much doubt. I was wondering how come I only want to write about the things I write about (I honestly could not find a word to best describe the things I write). I was so close to reverting the recipes that I have already posted🤦🏿‍♀️ and also changing the introduction to the blog, but then I got a bit of clarity before I could go through with it. 

For some reason, I thought that I would end up being monotonous, and I do NOT want this experience to be monotonous. I also felt like this could be perceived as not genuine (ni kama, "kwani hiyo tu ndio unaweza ongelea) or doing too much, I don't know. I think it's the constant fear and anxiety that comes with social media and the fact that we all want to make a good impression always. Hakuna mtu huwa anataka kufumble. 

'Welcome to my world. From normal day-to-day experiences- to skin, natural 4c hair and beauty- to lifestyle and travel- of course not forgetting good food. I get to share my experiences and yours, if you may'.  This is my introduction to Surprise's World, and I am sticking with it. So far, I love its content which is authentically me and my experiences in MY world. I need to appreciate the purity of my expression for you guys to be able to appreciate it too.

Be gone anxiety and inconsistency. I hope to do better every day.

22/2/2022✨







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